just for me...

Lately, I’m in a great/horrible chaotic state.

Great, coz there were so many nice situations.
Horrible, coz it’s impossible to keep up with all these situations till their end.
Chaotic, coz I need to choose what I really want.

I just know it’s great to feel alive again. The only thing that sucks,is that I might disappoint someone, probably myself the most. And maybe I’ll fuck up (pardon my French) someone else on the way.

And all this is happening now when I need to work. And only I do, is sit in front of computer and think. I practice speech I would tell to one or another side, convinced I’ll be smarter tomorrow after I get some sleep. And its truth what they say…time heals everything, if nothing, it removes the sharp evidences. And I can’t tell what they are.

Who ever is reading this can think it’s something related to him or her. But only one of you who are reading this has right. And I can’t tell who it is. The one who knows, please keep your mouth...

There are not enough people with balls. Or better said those crazy ones. Those who can f*** off one life and start a new one, withought regretting about the last one. That’s why people stay in the same city and watch the same people. Stay in the same relationship, have the same neighbors and the same colleagues. They put up with crapp, but comfort themselves they are used to them and that same crapp is waiting for them somewhere else.
Take things in your own hands and make something your neighbors, colleagues and even friends will talk about behind your back is hard for everyone.
And if we made it once in our life, it’s not likely you will make it again. Us, who are doing it (it’s exactly what I’m trying to do now – change things) are mad, self-centered, cocky and rude – in the eyes of others.

And what are we wihtought others? You can’t live alone!

Don’t use your imagination! You wacky people! ;D